One of the tests for determining if the work of salvation in your life is genuine is— has God changed the things that really matter to you?
I do remember a profound change in myself when I accepted Christ many years ago. Others noticed it too. It was the summer that was between my 8th and 9th grades. In 8th grade it was very important to me what the other kids at school thought of me. I spent a lot of time worrying about my popularity and trying to be "cool." When I became a Christian that summer...all of that instantly changed. Popularity didn't matter at all any more. I cared more about doing the best that I could at my school work. I was kinder to other people as well. I was also more respectful to my teachers. I still remember that several people at my school commented on how I had changed during 9th grade, including one teacher who I had two years in a row.
And as long as I “walk in the light as He is in the light” (1 John 1:7), God sees nothing to rebuke because His life is working itself into every detailed part of my being, not on the conscious level, but even deeper than my consciousness.
I know that there are areas in my life that could use improvement. I would like to profoundly change again. Now the changes are more slow and subtle. I want to change over night like I did in 1981. Walking in the light on a daily basis is hard work, don't you think? I am thankful that he continues to work changes in me...but sometimes I just want to see those changes like I did all of those years ago.
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